WHAT IS THIS AND WHY DOES IT EXIST?
#bucky having all the sex dreams as his memory comes back (queerly-it-is)
SHAKING MY FISTS AT THE SKY
Bucky/Steve AU: Bucky doesn’t do this sort of thing, and Senator James Barnes certainly would never even think about hiring a hooker (escort, Steve’s a high class escort)—Bucky’s got a reputation to uphold. But then Steve Rogers (SHIELD, the agency Bucky uses, calls him Captain America; probably because he’s cut as hell and looks like throwback Americana perfection) walks into his life at a political insiders party on the arm of a female senator from Maine. Steve slips Bucky his card—it has a phone number on it and a round star spangled shield—and Bucky can’t say no. It’s just a matter of time before his colleagues and the rest of Washington (no, the world) find out about this dalliance; and from there Bucky’s career will crash and burn. Bucky tells himself Steve is worth it, that protecting their secret is worth every night they spend together. “We should stop,” Steve tells him one night, and Bucky replies simply, “I’m not doing this without you.” When Steve asks him, “What’s this?" Bucky laughs and tells him, "I don’t know. I don’t know.”
Fury: They called him Winter Soldier. Supposed to be the KGB’s secret weapon. Story went that they came him on ice and only woke him up for the big gigs. Up until today, he was just a myth.
Natasha: He’s very real. He was one of my trainers back in the red rooms.
Steve: You can’t seriously be implying that this Winter Soldier person is Bucky.
Fury: We were hoping you could tell us, you saw him last night.